all i ever did was lovee yu ..

it really pathetic how i keep trying tu hold ontu sumthing thats not cuming backk ..

no one understands why i lykee yu so muchh

if onlii he knew i existed!!

wen he left i lost a part of mee

nd i noe it hard tu believe

NOT ALL SCARS SHOW

NOT ALL WOUNDS HEALS  

SUMTYMES YU CANT SEE THE PAIN SUMONE FEELS

no man is worth ur tears nd the one whu is they would never makee yu cry ..

forget the tymees he walkd by..

forget the tymees he madee yu cry ..

forget the tymees he spoke ur name .. 

remmber ur feelings aint the samee ..

forget the tymees he held ur hands ..

forget the sweet things if yu can ..

forget those tymees nd dnt pretend ..

remmberr now he's just a friend ..

it's weird____yu noe the end of sumthing great is coming buh yu want tuu just hold on ..

just for one more second just so it can hurt a lil more ..

sum tymees yu have tu let go tu see if theres anyfing worth holding on tuuu ..

i noe that love is hard tu form buh once it there it impossible tu take away ..

yu said yu needed tymes nd spaces .. yu said that we're still tu young nd that yu wna learn moree abt lyfe.. so am i suppose tu live my lyfe nd pretend that my heart doesnt hurt lyk hell ..??/ it hurts me to wait
if there's nothing I can't say that'll make you want to be with me. yu could of answer all of my questions before you went how am I supposed to noe wat tu do?how can I continue thinking abt yu?
I don't want to make a brand new start.i thought yu were all my mine for all this time. but if there's nothing I can't do that'll make yu want to change ur mind... yu're so special to me.the thought of you leaving is killing me. please, tell me what do I do now?'cuz livin' without ur love, I don't know how.

the one that cud hold mee down

sumone that wud make my dweams cum truee..

sumonee that cud make mee feel safe..

sumone that lovees me for mee..

sumonee that cud make mee smilee..

sumone that wud never wlk away no matter hw bad the situation is

sum one that will be by my side no matter hw bad the situation that we'll facein ..

sum one that will stand wth mee

sumone that wud cry for mee

sumonee that laugh at my stupid jokess

sumone that thinks that im beautiful

sum one that hugs nd kiss mee tu shw much they mz mee

sum one that is honest tu mee

sum one that buy me chocolatees

sum one that doesnt lie

sum one that will under stand that sum tymees i need tyme alonee ..

sum one that is onee call away ..

sum one that is also my best fweand

sum onee that wnt force meee tu do things that i'll never do

sum one that wnt break my heart

sum one that wnt tear my lyfee apart

sum one that wnt make mee cry

sum one that not viet khmer or chinky

sum onee that thinks of me

sum one that wnt lemme go

sum one that will trust me

sum one that will forgive me fur wat i did wrong wth makein me cry

sum one that noes that sum tymees i have tu lemthm go

more tu bee added

every day in my lyfee i laugh my asre offbuh wen yu look into my fuken eyesthen yu'll see the fuken pain nd the fuken hurtfulness wordsnd feelings that i have tuu live wth ..

Dear lord
on my knees can you hear my prayer
is he really out there i need to know
cause my whole life
ive searched the whole world
let me be your special girl

cant wait to see your face
and the way that you smile
the one to hold tight when your days are down
if you need a shoulder you can count on me
thats the kind of girl that i wanna be
are you out there let me know
i searched the whole wide world
until i find that someone, let me be your special girl
if you know who you are
just make yourself see
i need that super man
that only exist in my dreams
keep you warm and close
kiss from your head to your toes
as our feelings keep growing
and will never get old
take a chance with my love
baby i want you so bad
cause real love is something that i never had
i know ill find you someday
my heart will never give up
soon we will be together and no longer apart
'til that day comes ill be searching for you
just remember pretty boy this rida loves you

i need someone who's gonna be there for me
a real man who understands,and loves and respects a girl
and knows sometimes that i cant be at home
ill never lie and desieve you
always trust and believe you
are you really out there i need to know
im tired of the lonely nights
cause all i want is a happy lyfee and to see you an me smiling for the whole world to see
cause all i really need
someone who's gonna ride for me
no matter the situation that we facing
you'll be by my side
ready to lay it all on the line
all im asking for is your love and affecttion
your hugs and kisses just to know you miss me
when im gone
and when i need you the most you're just a phone call away
my best friend on the other end
telling me everything will be okay


is he really out there i need to know
i've been sittin' and waitin' here all alone
Turn my dreams into reality
Lord i've been waiting patiently
someone to hold me when im afraid
to protect me and comfort me everyday
to stand by me and believe in me
Forever on my knees i pray

Beneath the stars and moon

We both know we got some thing on our mind

We won't admit

But it true

When you look at me I look away

I want to tell you what I'm feeling

But I don't know how to start

I want to tell you but I'm afraid

That you might break my heart

Why should any thing be so easy?

Be so hard to do

I want to tell you how I feel to say that I like you

I practice all the things that I could say line by line and every word

I tell myself to day will be the day

But every time I lose my nerves

I look at you, you look away

Why did you turn away?

It must be you're afraid like me

I'd tried, but I can't pretend

That I don't feel for you

The way I do cant you see?